1月 2009
So
I was looking through some photo albums. Those were the happiest days of my life and it makes me wonder, what the fuck happened to us. It’s sad but i don’t know. I suppose that that’s just how life is.
My grandma called from Korea, I didn’t answer the phone because it was a number I didn’t know, and she left a message so i called her back. She called to say Happy...
haha
OhNoTaco (2:29:48 PM): fuck where have all my friends gone? -__-
xNickTheRipper (2:29:59 PM): that reminds me of that circa survive song.
OhNoTaco (2:30:10 PM): what song would that be ? o:
xNickTheRipper (2:30:12 PM): Your Friends Are Gone.
xNickTheRipper (2:30:13 PM): HAHA
Mzrachelmarie (2:26:51 PM): it’s better than most of your other songs.
xNickTheRipper (2:26:54 PM): Haha....
12月 2008
:(
Cody is moving.
i want to move.
it sounds so exciting.
being the new kid in school, and if you attract the girls,
how much better could it get.
hawaii life is not the kind i dig.
Today and Yesterday
Today;
Jerica took me to pierce my lip. In the car she surprised me with a box and inside was a POLAROID CAMERA :D I love jericaaaa! I took a good picture of her which will be on my site :3
Then we ate at tonton ramen, cus that place is great. And then we went to pierce my lip, i was nervous but the lady, Kim, was hecka nice :D When i came home my mom was like NICK! NO! TAKE IT OFF,...
This is actually part two
Because I WROTE out a tumblr entry last night while the power was off.
so it’s like 4;13 in the mourning and I wake up and my light in my room is on and my fan is blowing; me being the smart guy i am, i turned them on so i would wake up as soon as the power got back. and i’m all like YEAH YEAH FUCK YEAH. so i go downstairs; thirsty and my stepdad’s like wtf are you doing.
and...
Hello
Emi!! haha.
cus i know you always read this :}
Christmas 2008
This year has been the best year since like, forever. Mainly because, usually Christmas only consists of my brother, mother, stepdad, grandma, auntie Venus, uncle Danny and my cousin, Jana. But this year, my auntie Stacey, Uncle Les, auntie Wilma, uncle Lloyd, and my cousins Carly and Ross also came. So it was more crowded and even louder. I enjoyed everyone’s company, even though I...
do what you do.
My stepdad and I were on our way to Longs in mililani cus my mother needed medicine. So we were driving and he was ranting about his father being such a douche to him and he started talking about his brother, Keith, who died when he was 30. Keith was a gay, HIV positive male, and his father never really accepted who he was until it was too late, when he was already sick and dying. Brian started to...
This year, I feel good.
It’s a grand way to end the year.
Even though there are bitches who want to kill me, actually just one, but he has problems.
And I am currently single and not drug-free and i smoke about three cigarettes on average a day.
It’s just hard to not feel good.
I actually bought my brother a present this year, and I’m proud of myself for doing so.
I really...
xNickTheRipper (4:09:59 PM): My stepdad called, and like my phone said Grandma.
xNickTheRipper (4:10:04 PM): so i was like wtf, when i heard his voice
xNickTheRipper (4:10:19 PM): he asked me to bring over wrapping paper and all that stuff to my grandma’s house because he forgot to wrap his presents
xNickTheRipper (4:10:21 PM): and he was like
xNickTheRipper (4:10:28 PM): make sure mom...
I understand that I can’t always be right, but you seem to find ways to always prove me wrong. Not everything I do is always going to be a mess-up. I have my days, so do you, but that never mattered. Nothing I do ever matters. One day, under a bright sky, where no one will suspect anything to go wrong. Well… You’ll see, and well, you’ll be sorry.
Tender hearts and tender...
Tonight
Was a one cigarette night.
Based on that, i think i’m content with life atm.
She sings in the morning.
Today was a wonderful day.
I actually don’t remember some of it, but that’s just my horrible memory kicking in.
My mother says that I look better without flat-ironing my hair, and I really don’t know.
I dislike my hair strongly nowadays. Haha.
Well, we went to Long’s and I don’t even know why, but everything we said, we just started laughing afterwards. We went to...
:D
Is basically my face for the day.
Today I went to Claudette’s Party Dresses with Jerica, because the girls in Prom Bash needed to get fitted. I was basically starving, so that’s all I would be saying. “I’m hungry, I’m hungry” But I saw Jerica try on two dresses, and she ended up buying a really nice black and white dress. Smiley smiley. When we were waiting...
I sing in tune
I would make some cute, little song lyric, but nothing comes to mind.
But i do sing in tune. I was listening to MakeDamnSure - taking back sunday, and i was singing along, and my tuner was still on because i was tuning my guitar, and to my surprise i was on tune for the most part.
Make Damn Sure, by the way, is a song with shrilling high vox. -.- It’s quite infuriating haha. I love...
I'm falling apart to songs about hips and hearts
School makes me very angry nowadays. My final grades for the quarter are
Japanese ; C
English ; C
math ; A or B (depends on my exam)
band ; A
social studies ; A
biology ; C
but im scared to death that i got a D in biology, cus i had a 73% last i checked, and he needed to grade one or two more things, so maybe it lowered my grade even more.
I fail at the...
And i guess
I’m blessed, but sometimes it’s just hard to see as such.
Fuck
I am so fucking fat! Haha.
It is 1:26 at the moment and i am eating two huge slices of my mother’s blueberry pie.
Hands down, the greatest thing she has ever fed me.
So i’ve realized a lot of things in the past hour.
That the decisions I make never have any reasoning or meaning and it’s mostly just based off of how I feel will work out best for the future, but the future is...
I'm not taking my time anymore
To show you how i feel.
To show you who I am.
I feel like I’m locked away, go Emarosa.
Good stuff, good stuff.
Sometimes I can just connect to music and I feel like that kid who just KNOWS in his heart that someone is secretly stalking him and decides to write songs about them, just cus they like fucking with mah head. haha.
is it just me? probably.
Well, i’m just really happy...
I miss this.
I honestly believe I was the best.
Am I right?
Like really now, what the fuck.
People are so fucking irritating.
My Japanese and Geometry class is basically filled with shit-heads
who think they are the shit -.-
It’s like their sob stories are totally not sob stories!
I just read Nicole’s tumblr and im like OMG TOTALLY.
And I remembered that little fucks are all like
“Ugh, life sucks, so I’ll just go to drugs...
ugh
CONTINUEDD
I hope this isn’t what girls feel like when they’re having sex.
I would feel bad for them and their nanis, but not enough to stop putting my penis in them.
This is beyond pointless, like your mother.
Word.
Since when is there a limit to how much i post in...
CONTINUED
i wish i could be in grey’s anatomy.
just have a small part and be like
some trauma patient and have like
a huge.. idk. some big sad part
so big that it’s a TWO HOUR EPISODE!
wow, those are divine.
no one ever gets two hour episodes unless they like…die.
I should be thinking of a colab story for jeri and I to write
but seriously, no. I can’t even think...
December 1st - I have no real worries
so im just writing here.
nothing really going through my mind.
it’s 1;33 and my ears hurt like a bitch.
fyi; i just stretched them to 0ssss.
ho shiet sun.
i can’t really sleep, i don’t know how i would go about doing that.
it kind of hurts to just, move my head from left to right,
so applying pressure to my ears, doesn’t seem all that fun, atm.
jackie is supposed...